tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26823130228008476732024-03-21T01:44:25.793-05:00the remains of my adorationthis space is for all that i love yet cannot use.
my other blogs are for other things.
this one will be an array of all that i adore...
nothing more; nothing less.eden tylerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17599335588966259388noreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2682313022800847673.post-64075046494808990652009-09-01T00:41:00.002-05:002009-09-01T00:48:17.656-05:00goodbye.<div align="center">so, i was going to say 'bye' to my original book cover, but apparently i've said the same to my usb stick with the picture on it. <br /><br />one more thing to mourn. a lot of work is on that thing... <br />at least i save in a lot of places, but there's some stuff i can't get back...<br /><br />while searching for the picture, i found this::</div><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhNCeDbJt-DPFJUF5OuyYalN2_HP5b8CKN1e9-kZvNcPhdbai1Cu7U2Xd_mospmn9Jw4kGjTNROiK8kr8RD5NAoqkkgnO4-iNisuZ-beIvhrBJijWkj-du5nrufaznodRt0sOLIWBiIFA/s1600-h/IMG00520.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 256px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhNCeDbJt-DPFJUF5OuyYalN2_HP5b8CKN1e9-kZvNcPhdbai1Cu7U2Xd_mospmn9Jw4kGjTNROiK8kr8RD5NAoqkkgnO4-iNisuZ-beIvhrBJijWkj-du5nrufaznodRt0sOLIWBiIFA/s320/IMG00520.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5376370365379639618" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div align="center">my amazing garden.<br />this was taken last summer. it looked ever better this year.<br />but i moved and no one cared enough to take care of it. dead dogwood, dead rhodendron, dead herbs, i bet my calla lilies are even dead by now.<br />dead, dead, dead.<br />makes me sad.</div>eden tylerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17599335588966259388noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2682313022800847673.post-63599643011708557362009-08-18T18:31:00.003-05:002009-08-18T18:37:43.096-05:00what was i thinking?? (not a title -- a real question.)i want to speak<br />share<br />i only have so many chances<br /><br />but my mouth<br />won't open<br />my brain freezes<br />what's wrong with me?<br /><br />self-fulfilling prophecy<br /><br />i want to be happy<br />but know that <br />i can't be.<br />not yet.<br />so i'm not even able<br />to try<br />i can't even<br />try to try<br /><br />expectation/love/hope<br />the door opens<br />and they disappear.<br />out of nowhere, <br />for no reason<br />my mouth shuts<br />and my eyes open<br />to let the tears out<br /><br />- 31.1.03eden tylerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17599335588966259388noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2682313022800847673.post-3390293233555853632009-07-29T10:48:00.006-05:002009-08-03T15:38:28.630-05:00troubled thoughts<br><br><br /><div style="text-align: center;">i've got 'em.</div><div style="text-align: center;">and the self esteem to match.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div><br /><center><a href="http://s794.photobucket.com/albums/yy229/edentyler/?action=view¤t=Gerardwayquote-1-2.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i794.photobucket.com/albums/yy229/edentyler/Gerardwayquote-1-2.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a></div></center>eden tylerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17599335588966259388noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2682313022800847673.post-769442803527992112009-07-25T00:21:00.002-05:002009-07-25T00:31:54.436-05:001980's memories<div><br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhjSn-Asc_yYbAQzwW52Efg2wtxHWZ3ljjTwGQCVP4IialvJBiSoFFUsnrdPtGiQxa1sZGb3v5TS6ljPM71J0hZOrLjtbZMDE6BYEKBsZPdnvSOIZ51ZLkhDiGLIayT_T4ISTbFqVQCuw/s1600-h/witchboardmovieposterlarge.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 235px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhjSn-Asc_yYbAQzwW52Efg2wtxHWZ3ljjTwGQCVP4IialvJBiSoFFUsnrdPtGiQxa1sZGb3v5TS6ljPM71J0hZOrLjtbZMDE6BYEKBsZPdnvSOIZ51ZLkhDiGLIayT_T4ISTbFqVQCuw/s320/witchboardmovieposterlarge.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5362265442767702018" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">do you remember this movie?</div><div style="text-align: center;">oh, i freaking <span style="font-weight:bold;">loved</span> it!!</div><div style="text-align: center;">i'm so buying it on ebay. yay!!!</div><div style="text-align: center;">i think i might buy my sis a copy, too.</div><div style="text-align: center;">we lived for 'scary movies' when we were little...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">happy day =)</div>eden tylerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17599335588966259388noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2682313022800847673.post-60444724561869807592009-07-22T13:43:00.005-05:002009-07-22T14:01:45.979-05:00jeans and a T<div align="center"><a href="http://s794.photobucket.com/albums/yy229/edentyler/?action=view¤t=love.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i794.photobucket.com/albums/yy229/edentyler/love.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a><br /><br />just lying around and relaxing on a rainy day<br />lovin' the occasional sunlight through the window</div>eden tylerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17599335588966259388noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2682313022800847673.post-78278635038999775232009-07-16T11:50:00.004-05:002009-07-22T14:01:07.538-05:00'i don't get some things about you'my best friend in college told me this one time. she wasn't being mean when she said it, but...<br />i remember it perfectly. i had shown her a picture of keri russell drinking a beer. it went along with her joke about going on david letterman. beforehand, she'd taken a couple shots of tequila or jager or something of the sort. <br /><br />i liked the picture because 1) keri russell is beautiful, and a) it was a joke of sorts. she likes (or liked--this was about ten years ago) her liquor.<br />was the picture interesting without the story? no.<br />but knowing why the photo was taken made it mean something.<br /><br />this is what i love and this is what i do.<br /><br />i see pictures, paintings, photographs--what have you, and a story magically develops in my mind. (interestingly enough, i only recently put two and two together...) <br />for example, last night before i went to bed (ok, this morning ;), i posted <a href="http://edentyler.blogspot.com/2009/07/in-another-life.html">this</a> on my other blogspot. it doesn't quite fit there except i was able to weave something about writing in there.. the day before, i posted <a href="http://edentyler.blogspot.com/2009/07/tragic-beauty.html">this</a> about marilyn monroe. again, i made it go along with writing, well reading actually, but...it just doesn't fit there that well.<br /><br /><a href="http://edentyler.blogspot.com">that page</a> is more personal than <a href="http://edentylerwriter.com">my main site</a>, but it still needs to be about writing.<br /><br />so here we are. this is my blog for me. <br /><br />it might be a little crazy at times and, most people (like my college friend) probably won't get it, but i'm just looking for an outlet. this is it.<br /><br />we'll see what i end up posting...<br /><br /><div align="center">but for now::<br /><br /><a href="http://s794.photobucket.com/albums/yy229/edentyler/?action=view¤t=write-arnica.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i794.photobucket.com/albums/yy229/edentyler/write-arnica.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a><a href="http://s794.photobucket.com/albums/yy229/edentyler/?action=view¤t=WritingInGrass_enriana.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i794.photobucket.com/albums/yy229/edentyler/WritingInGrass_enriana.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a><a href="http://s794.photobucket.com/albums/yy229/edentyler/?action=view¤t=14915502.png" target="_blank"><img src="http://i794.photobucket.com/albums/yy229/edentyler/14915502.png" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a></div>eden tylerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17599335588966259388noreply@blogger.com0